Hey :) I haven't done anything in a while, but I have been busy. Plus, absolutely nothing interesting has happened until last night.

I was in a show at The Lights in Andover, and we sang some songs, and waited around in a conference room for an hour and a hlf. Interesting. I ended up plaiting a girls hair into little braids :) that was fun.

I seem to be in a good mood most of the time - but i still worry about everything. My Chinese teacher still doesn't like me, but I am on my way to winning. :) good things

Love Jessi xoxoxoxoxoxo

The roses you bought me are dead,
The love I felt was all in my head,
My door is open,
My heart is broken,
I won't be back again,
Your love was acid rain,
Burning up my heart,
Pulling me apart.
But the roses you bought me are gone,
Our love wasn't meant to last long,
I'm dying inside,
No place to hide,
And I know I'll always miss you,
But that's all I can do,
The Roses You Bought Me Are Dead.
This Wasn't Love,
That Was All In My Head.


Tell me what you think in the comments :) xxxxxxxxxxxx

I did not just spend three hours doing German homework. Yeah, I had fun, and I also looked at news for Kristen Stwerart and Robert Pattinson. But still - THREE HOURS. It's done now.

I didn't go and watch my sisters swim last night, I had a bad day yesterday (you know that) and I couldn't be bothered.

Not much else has happened in 10 hours, apart from I spent two full hours reading Breaking Dawn. It's the biggest book ever and its really good. I'm gonna go grab something to eat. Bye xxx

So today was... interesting. I 'accidentally' lost my temper at this girl in my class. She told some people that I threatened her, and I got really really annoyed, and started to shout. And my tutor was behind me... It didn't go too well. I was in a little bit of trouble.

I've been bullied by a Year 11 for some time now. She just calls me names etc. Actually, I've been dealing with it quite well, and it was all going away. In History today, we were told to say our villain. I was thinking about her, but I would never have said it out loud. My 'friend' said it. This 'friend', we'll call her Miss C.

Now, Miss C said the bully's name and a ripple of chatter went through the room. Everyone knows the Year 11. The thing that bothered me was that Miss C continued on, telling everyone what has happened between me and the Year 11. I hated that, because my whole class didn't need to know! It's not Miss C's battle to fight. It's none of her business, and I never asked her to interfere. Enough of that, subject closed. It's out in the open now, so I feel better (ish).

One last thing to complain about, then I can move on to something better. On the bus this afternoon, I went near to the back, to talk to a mate. The Stig (guy from before, remember?) was sat at the back with another guy. this other guy made a massive point of waiting until I was in earshot, and then saying,
"So, "The Stig", how's your girlfriend?" Then he smirked at me. And the Stig looked like he felt bad, but of course, he didn't say anything. He's Year 11. Year 11s don't stick up for Year 8s. It doesn't happen. But that mini-conversation between the Stig and the other guy killed me.


Don't forget to comment on the writing and I have added 2 new pages - The Quotes page and The Music page :)
Jess  xxx