So, I'm doing that thing where I freak out over a guy. NOT the same guy as before (different one). This is really hard to write without names, so this new guy is now called "The Stig." And the guy from before is "The Dooshe."

My problem is, The Stig, who I have liked for a very long time, he has a girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for him, and I'm glad he's happy. But it kills when I see them together. And yeah, I know, I never had a chance, but that doesn't mean I can't hope.

I also had a really good lunch today. It was really good, so I ate half of my friend's as well (she had the same).

Today is obviously Wednesday, and I seriously hate Wednesdays. What is good about Science, Math, English, PSHE and then D&T?? Then an hour on the bus. Woohoo. Party. One does not enjoy Wednesdays. One simply finds new ways to get through Wednesdays.

I would like to apoligise to Morgan, George and Katy for slapping you today. I got angry. And then lost my temper.

The last thing is that I would like to thank Ollie and Issy Ford. They're good people.


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As I promised, my Chinese teacher. She actually wasn't too bad today - she was in a good mood. But in the past she was being a full-on cow. She seriously hates me. Oh well.

I just want to go back to Dallas for a sec (its a big part of my life - I'm that sad and lonely). The ultimate couple is definitely John Ross and Pamela Rebecca.  they are so perfect. Enough about Dallas.

Now, my love life is completely dead. There's kind of a guy, but he doesn't like me in that way anymore. He used to. I also break down at the sight of a certain person. He was mentioned in the first post.

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I almost had a good day today (apart from slight awkwardness with a certain person mentioned in the previous post). Then I started looking through old texts. Always a bad move. I was looking through the texts between me and The Stig. The Stig is the guy I like, Katy Ritchie gave him a code name. Then I got to the bit when we had an argument. I quite literally burst into tears, because I realised that the guy I want is never going to be mine. And that there is nothing I can do about it.



What about the Oscars, guys??? The host that offened EVERYONE, and the epic Jennifer Lawrence trip-up. Of course, it's all over the headlines. I hate headlines that make everything into a big deal. There was one a while ago, when Jennifer Aniston and Justin Theroux kissed on a balcony (as couples do), and Daily Mail went on about it for about a week. I HATE THAT, because it's just like, "Who cares? They kissed. WOAH!! They're engaged, for goodness sake!"



I hope your day has been good, and I will be back tomorrow, and will be complaining about my Chinese teacher for a couple of paragraphs. Till then, I tip my hat to you,

Today has been reallly bad. I really want this guy, who I thought liked me back. But I said something stupid, and I think I lost him. He won't speak to me, and I've tried everything. He won't listen.

I have to get a story for a Radio 2 competition in by Friday, and i have no idea what to write about.

On a slightly more positive note, a new Dallas came out yesterday, and it was quite good. I ship Pamela and John Ross.

Please tell me what you guys like on TV in the comments!

Love Jess xxx